The Calm Mind

"The more tranquil a [person] becomes, the greater isIt is our intent that governs whether or not we are able
his success, his influence, his power for good.to have a calm mind throughout our day - not just
Calmness of mind is one of the beautiful jewels ofduring meditation. Our ego is deeply addicted to
wisdom." --James Allen, 1864-1912, Author of As Athoughts that create fear, anxiety, depression, anger,
Man Thinkethhurt, and agitation. As long as we unconsciously
Of all the challenges in life, calmness of mind ischoose the intent to control, we will automatically think
probably one of the greatest challenges for manythe thoughts that create these painful feelings. We
people, especially in our busy urban society.cannot consistently change our thoughts without
One of the reasons for this is that most of us havechanging our intent. When we consciously choose a
been far more trained to think from our left-braineddeep intent to learn about truth and love, our thoughts
programmed mind than from our holistic, spirituallywill follow this intent.
connected, creative right brain. Our programmed egoWhat can you do when your ego mind is going full
mind is deeply devoted to controlling our own feelingsforce and you feel stuck in anxiety, depression, panic,
as well as others' feelings and actions and thefear, and so on? How can you stop these negative
outcome of things. It likes to think non-stop about howthoughts and move into the calmness of your right
to have control. But the challenging thing is that thisbrain?
programmed part of our mind often thinks negatively -Perhaps we can learn something from Dr. Jill Bolte
thinks about all the bad things that can happen, worries,Taylor, author of "My Stroke of Insight." Dr. Taylor's
ruminates, judges, blames, projects, analyzes, and soleft-brain was completely off line due to a stroke. As it
on. All of these are ways our ego - the programmedgradually came back online, she decided that she didn't
wounded part of ourselves - tries to control feelings,want to continue with some of her old negative
people, and outcomes. And the ironic thing is that itthinking patterns. Not only does she tell her "Peanut
creates the exact opposite of a calm mind - the exactGallery" - her name for her ego - to "Knock it off," she
opposite of what is needed for wisdom and success.says it out loud "while waggling my pointed finger in the
Our ego mind is our default setting. It is where we willair, or standing firm with my hands on my hips. A
automatically be focused unless we consciouslyscolding mother is more effective when she says
choose an intention other than to protect/avoid/control.what she means with passion and communicates her
When we choose the intention to learn about truth andmessage multidimensionally."
about what is loving to ourselves and others - what isI often see my ego voice like a child or adolescent
in our own and others highest good - then we movewho is acting out. After becoming aware that my
out of our default thinking and into our right brain.intent is to control and accepting what I can and can't
Moving into the calmness of our right brain takes muchcontrol, I might say to her, "If you can't be quiet, you will
practice. Many people meditate for years to attempthave to go to you room!" But this works only when I
to achieve this calmness. The problem is that, whilehave consciously shifted my intent from controlling to
they may achieve calmness of mind during meditation,learning about loving myself. Once I do that, I
what happens to the calmness when their intent shiftsimmediately move back into calmness of mind.
into wanting to control?