Taking Responsibity - Being The Author Of Your Life

The words "take responsibility" are heard everywhere;accept that I am responsible for my feelings, until I next
they seem to be part of our contemporary vocabularyfall out with my partner and feel angry or upset with
for living. Oprah Winfrey has said that she believed thesomething she said or did. What people find so hard to
world's problems would be resolved if only peoplesee is that there is a difference between something
learned to take responsibility. For the person interestedhappening or somebody saying or doing something
in personal or spiritual growth or self-help, it is worthand how we react. It is of course us who are
reflecting on what is meant by these words and onchoosing to react, although we think it has come from
how it is useful.another. We internally generate the feelings, which we
"Take responsibility" might for example be said by onehave learned to do habitually from our previous life
person to another, meaning "you take charge of thisexperience - and we can if we choose, respond
and sort it". This might be about a task, about beingdifferently. This is the power of taking responsibility.
accountable, being the originator of something, and soWe can deal with ourselves and life differently.
on. In this article I will look at the term from aThis way of looking at our experience has become
psycho-spiritual direction, taking its meaning to a deepermerged with Eastern as well as some Western
level. Here, it might be a whole attitude to how you livemystical spiritual traditions. In meditation, for example, if I
your life. In self-help or self-improvement, you might betake my awareness within, focusing perhaps on my
deciding to take responsibility for your life and move itbreath, I may notice my mind at work but by practice I
on in some way for the better.can become consciously aware of my mind, and that I
In terms of how we live our lives in the West the ideaam not my mind, that I am a witness of my mind, that I
of being in charge of ourselves, responsible for howam more than just my mind. As such I can contact a
we live and the choices we make, this approach isvastly more profound self that exists beyond the
key. According to this belief, each person is responsiblesuperficial chattering of my ego. This is a conscious,
for his or her own destiny. S/he is in the driving seat. Itintentional use of awareness to manage my state and
is part of the Western notion of freedom. In thisenter a higher level of experience and inner
tradition that goes back at least to Jean Jacquescontentment. I am using responsibility to respond to my
Rousseau if not earlier, "man is born free andinner state of being.
everywhere he is in chains". His path in life is to assertBeing personally responsible, in this sense, means I
his natural right to his freedom. Frequently, however,seek to live from a conscious awareness of myself at
this belief has sat uneasily alongside other beliefs aboutmy core, my essence, my Self, my Oneness, or
one's obligations to others and the community andwhichever tradition you are comfortable with.
others' obligations to oneself, the power of theWe often state this as being centered in oneself. This
community, the social order, the state, and so on.is however an art that needs to be developed, and
According to the "Third Force" humanistic psychologyhence the great value of adopting some self-help
of the 50's and 60's, such as Carl Rogers or Abrahampractice. Taking responsibility becomes a practice of
Maslow, I am a personally responsible being. Accordingintentionally using awareness and focusing the mind. It
to this approach, I am responsible for my life in that Iinvolves an act of will. I become aware of what is
consciously create my experience and what occurs inoccurring in me, I take responsibility and I choose to do
my life. This took things to a deeper level. Beingsomething about it. I use my mind to manage my mind,
responsible meant being consciously aware of whatby becoming aware of my thoughts and exercising a
was occurring in my life, as opposed to livingchoice about them, which could be for example to
unconsciously. I would be responding to my "candletake action on them, to think differently or to let them
flame", my inner awareness. I was becominggo. I am no longer a victim of my own stream of
responsive. I was the author of my destiny. Being theconsciousness, the meanderings of my mind. I
"author", according to the Oxford English Dictionary, isconsciously choose to not let it go in negative and
not only one who writes but also one who originates,ultimately self-detrimental or self-destructive directions. I
causes or gives rise to something. Hence we becomedevelop my self-awareness, so that I become more
our own authority on ourselves. In psychotherapy orand more aware over time of my emotional, mental
counselling, the client thus became the best authorityand spiritual patterns, and I use my awareness to
on him or her self, as opposed to the interpretations ofmanage my state. As I am more able to use my
the psychoanalyst.awareness, and manage my mind, I increasingly
This way of thinking of course clashes with ourdevelop an awareness of my centred self that lies
experience. We have usually learned as children thatbeyond these mental ramblings. And I come to rest in
others are responsible for our welfare. The process ofinner peace.
growing, both physically and psychologically, is toThis is the great power of responsibility. We can use
emancipate ourselves from the decisions of other andown capabilities to be master of our destinies and
also - and this is crucial - to be responsible for our owncreate our own inner peace and our capacity to be at
thoughts, feelings and behaviours, rather than to seeone with others. For it follows that one who is at
them as caused by others, events, situations or life.peace with him or herself, knows intuitively how he or
This is a major psychological shift, one that many doshe can be at one with others. But this is the subject
not find easy to do, or do it in parts of their lives whileof another article.
not in others. For example, I might be perfectly able to